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never have been feeling so bad,
i guess it is not just the harsh feeling,
this is like never before,
i which everything can back to it own place,
back to where we never meet.

Since it is so tough,
why don't you just let it go.
Sometimes things come by,
yet
you are not the one suppose the have it.

being so disappointing,
i don' know,
maybe it is embedded in me,
i guess so.
i am so bad,
not considerate,
i don't know what is toleration,
and i am not rational.

HAHA,
i guess i am so happy with all these characteristics,
i am a bad person,
maybe i will find a day going to,
i don't know,
somewhere where they enjoy and love bad person.
maybe this is where i suppose to go.

how is it like of being a moron?
i don't know,
i guess i will say i am happy because i can but you can't.
selfish?
YES, I am!
what's the time now?
only you know?
it's too late,
but it is still early if you wanna let your hand go.

SO LONG, SXXKER~

Think~

i once think that if i could still run,
how good it would be...

having fun with friends,
might have learn to cycle too,
hiking, trekking all around,
jogging,
or just playing around in the playground...
sounds so nice,
but i could never do it...

you can't tell the feeling when someone starred at you
and
laugh at you...
it's so hurt...
if i could ever be a normal healthy person,
i will,
i just hurt,
physically,
and
i hate those who hurt me mentally,

i tell you,
f you were me,
i don't know what will happened....

sometimes, please just think for other people,
they are not the same as you...

New~

it's seems to be so long ago since i last update my blog~
what a long time~
haha~
having exam, assignment all sort of stuff~
seems to be so busy~
even i got some free time also use them to sleep~
haha~
what a lazy person i am~

laziness really surrounding me nowadays~
i don't know why~
i wanna be better~
but yet
i try to be lazy as well~
strike to score 4 flat~
but you know~
lazy~
i rather lay on the bed than holding a book on my hands~
that's really a big trouble~

gonna start planning for my next semester and next year~
yup yup, yup~
start my plans~
mission, goals and plans~
i remember them~!!!
"Management Principle"~
haha~
planning new ways,
new stuff~
for my life~
^^
wish me luck ya~!!

Kampar~*.*

i don't want replacement class~
i don't want~
i don't want go to school on saturday morning~
i don't want~
i want home sweet home~
i want go home~
i wanna go back to KL~
here really bored~
i miss KL life a lot~
sad case~

wonder who i am~
can stay awake so long~
doing nothing all day long~
sleep all day long~
my world gone upside down~

class still fun~
still having some fun~
at least that a little bit~
better than none~
if not i gonna hate it~

not going so well with those people~
maybe i have my way,
my perspective of views,
that's differ from them~
so,
who cares?
i got my way,
you got your way,
just don't come and disturb mine,
thank you~

Who knows?

life seems to be so far, so good~
but one thing is that,
"Can you please shut down what you don't need just for a moment of peace?"
hate it~
is booming the house~
so what?
shared?
who cares~
now you stepped on my tail,
you gotta suffer~
that's it~
that's my theory~
no negotiation~
no way~

went to ipoh yesterday~
what i can say is just for fun~
just went there for a movie saturday noon~
nice "taugue" is the only thing i can describe ipoh~
other than that?
none~
but i haven't explore the whole ipoh~
at the moment,
ya~
just "taugue"~
maybe will go explore deeply~
but not now~
gotta start busying with the tutorial and assignment~
so badly~
after that,
peaceful life,
but not for long,
will be back to school life again~
just a short semester break~

so far so good~
this is what i can say~
don't complain so much~
you will find a better view of the place~
this is what i always think~
^^

life is short,
but it is good as though~

Sleep~

day without lecture~
haha~
although gotta get up early in the morning,
at least i am free in the noon till night~
kinda tired now~
sleepy~
haha~
being a lazy bum nowadays~
don't know why~
haha~
lazying all around~
a lot a lot~
haha~
even lazy to on my lappy~
oh my~
haha~
but kinda feeling like get back to school already~
it's nice~
but the only thing is--bike~
no eye see~
not i am fear of bike~
just~
i don't know how to explain~
just it takes time for me to learn~
ya~
it's just like that~
no other else~

lazy bum is going to take a nap~
^.*

Simply~z

it's the second week of school life at kampar~
and it's the third week i am here~
living in kampar~
haha~
tiring here~
'cause don't have things to do here~
i rather i am busy at KL~
at least i won't feel bored at all~
just like now here~
and become lazier as well~
oh my~
i don't know how could i be after three year when i am back to KL~
haha~
who knows that time i could be at where?
don't know~
haha~

class still fun~
but it's tough as though~
haha~
don't know what myself are talking about~
maybe i just need some rest~
kinda late now~
but~
just wanna have some words here~
it's kinda nice compare to other things that happening around~
people, things~
so much~
can't really negotiate with them sometimes~
really~
i don't know is my problem
or just we don't have the same channel~
haha~
forget about it~
we might not meet after graduate as well~
we got our own ways~
not anyone could decide them for me~
so~

be TOUGH~!!!^^