Too over~~

i think i am too free already~
keep on posting new post~
my goodness~
slow down my speed~
do it too fast after next week got nothing to do~
at least pack up monday first~
tuesday later only plan~

so sleepy~
some more listening to some songs~
my goodness~
make me more sleepy~
luckily that fellow just come in once a while~
if not,
i think i will just sleep here~
haha~

keep on listening lots of chinese new year songs~
jsut like during christmas~
you can hear lots of christmas carols around you~
is almost the just~
but the only different is that~
chinese new year songs will sound
about a month before the celebration~
ya~
i'm very serious about it~
haha~
this is a big celebration for chinese~
so gonna do lots of preparation~
haha~
i wanna get more shirts~
wanna get more nice skirts~
wanna get more sleep~
and
i wanna get more happiness~
^^

Days~

tiring day~
yesterday too tired already~
eat too much~
and kinda sleepy yesterday while doing work,
now also~
really feel like wanna go back home and have a deep sleep~
put on a sign,
written there,
"Don't wake me up before 10a.m. tomorrow~
if not i wanna wallop people~
Haha~!!"
haha~
if i really do that,
i think i will be walloped first~
haha~

i think my panda eyes are getting darker already~
don't know why~
maybe really i not getting enough sleep~
but
sometimes i really think is enough~
i will wake up automatically~
if i slept too early in the previous night~
so bad~
before chinese new year must put on some hydrating mask~
then look fresher~
better than now~
at least~
haha~

new year shirt~~
i need some new clothes in my wardrobe~
i am bored of some of them already~
next saturday is 30th night~
chinese new year's eve~
have to stay home and do work~
decorate the whole house with angpows
and 'red paper'~
with written words~
or cutting some meaningful items on it~
don't know whether i can get new idea this year or not~
haha~
wish me luck~
^^

Crazy lunch~

crazy lunch just now~
i think we all almost laugh for more than one hour~
laughing so loud~
until the whole restaurant also can heard our voice~
and they still talking about it now~
and still laughing so loud~

laughing yesterday's craziness,
laughing someone's blur condition~

we can laugh so long~
but thank God~
we still can finish our meal peacefully~
if not,
i think the waiter will hate us a lot~
and they might not welcome us to go there again~
haha~
serious~
'cause we might make a big
not just big~
is very big mess there~
haha~
crazy~

my face muscle feel so pain now~
>.<
don't wanna laugh already~

Yesterday's dinner~

yesterday's food~
i think~
not so bad~
but just not so good~
for me
ya~
maybe i'm just not that japanese food lover type~
i didn't touch any tempura~
not my cup of tea~

their fruit juice and
sashimi
ice-cream are nice~
that's for sure~

then,
thai mango salad~
deserts~
ya,
weren't their japanese food are nice instead~
so bad,
right?

maybe i'm just over choosy~
some of my colleagues said it's nice~
don't wanna care about it~

'cause japanese restaurant~
i very seldom will have my meal there~
the previous time was 6 years ago~
haha~

don't care,
don't mind~

Day

today~
makan day~
makan=big eat day~
great~
Sasaiki
a japanese restaurant~
but not too of my taste~
'cause
i'm more to chinese and
western dishes~
i prefer them more~
that's why i try my best to learn all of them~
haha~
then i can cook different style everyday~
good good~
haha~
at least i know what i'm putting inside my dishes~

back here first~
February~
so fast~
Chinese New Year is round the corner~
can get angpows~
haha~
got extra money to save~
then slowly slowly i become rich~
haha~
good~
getting rich~~
haha~

seriously,
i think i really crazy already~
haha~

Losing

kinda losing myself
i don't know why
and i don't wanna know why
maybe just
worry?
don't know~

enjoy being alone,
then nobody will know what i am doing
good or bad,
just i knew it alone~
nobody else~

i lost my belief
in everything
'cause
suddenly i think
everything is just a script
a written story
i don't want that all
i don't want them all~

i just wanna be true
that's it
but
i already start losing myself

can lend me your hand?

Study vs. Work's holiday~

wow~
today~
second day of February~
2010~
January already ended~
so fast~
that's why i always heard people says,
when you come out to work,
you don't really realize time passes~
they come and go~
just like that~
and slowly you find out that already one year gone~
haha~
is so different sometimes~
from studying~

we always hope for holidays~
but now working~
then i want weekend to come faster~
haha~
then i can relax~
it seems to be we are getting lazier than last time~

but i wanna to be in study life~
it feels so good~
compare to working~
'cause~
you might not get your dream job,
but you can choose what and where you wanna study~
that choice is much more easier~
'cause you won't have any regret~
won't have any pressure on money~
those stuff~

is different~
when you come to study and work~
ya~
is so different~

maybe i'm still to young to think about it~
but,
the main thing is to manage your finance~
ya~
very important~

ya~
talk about it tomorrow ba~
^^