封闭

封闭
可能是人们的自我选择

但
总觉得
自我封闭
是很难的

要做出这个抉择
其实需要一种很强大的勇气

这并非思考所能达到的
这也不是你能放胆去完成的

勇气
缺少这股勇气
你是没有办法自我封闭

可是封闭的过程
永远是最难度过的

为什么？

秘密。

如果你曾经有过的话
你可能会变得很坚强
也可能会变得很柔弱
我不懂

哭
是封闭式必经过的
但是
封闭 不一定要哭
不过
只要挨过去
一切就会改变

封闭
是独处的唯一时候

风言风语

风，
随风飘散，
随夜而伴，
随月而漫。

风，
随人而荡，
随情而淌，
随欢而扬。

风，
以夜为伴，
以月为友，
与人做玩。

风，
只是一个借口，
没人会去懂，
风，
只是走过，
没人会想去了解他，
风，
他有着个很狭隘的路口，
没人试着踏入半步，
风，
俗知为冷空气，
冰冰凉凉，
风，
就是


风。




而我，

就是——飞。




圣诞快乐！

来！

和朋友开了一个新的窝。。。

好像很废哦。。。

开这么多干嘛。。。

算了。。。

昨天。。。

超爽的。。。

早餐就已经把三人吃的分量通通塞入肚子里。。。

突然觉得自己好厉害。。。

好超人。。。

我觉得我很幸运。。。

因为我的异化作用比同化作用大。。。

所以吃不胖。。。

哈哈。。。

废吧？

嘻。。。

抱歉哦。。。

可是希望你们常来。。。

忙碌了一整天。。。

给你们来这里笑一下。。。

爽一下。。。

轻松一下。。。




常来哦！

我的小说！

成功了！我的小说！

记得去看哦。。。

是篇连载小说。。。（题目：恋爱24/7）

所以。。。

要有耐心哦。。。

也给我评语哦。。。

别忘了哦！

哈哈！

谢咯！



飞

Back!!!

So looong didnt on9... miss those day a lot....because can online everyday and post new things everyday...

Still busy with my own stuff although is holidays for now...but i feel happy about it...B'cause I found out i can really write!!! Haha...Isn't it great? Huh?

for now, i write songs and compose the music then wrote some story...I started with three story now...only one is now on net...is still writing...if u wanna have a look then u can go www.taocu.com n search for 恋爱24/7...thats the title for that story...

life is just nice and time is just enough for all of us...God is good...now i really learn about God Word's and i hope i can be one of them...using music to tell the world about HIM and HIS great work on the earth...I really hope that it will come true...and I believe it...Because the FEAR of the Lord is the begining of WISDOM...Everything is belong onto HIM and we is just an instrument of God to let the unsaved,unchurched and unreached people be reach and be save...thats true...

so,wish u guys are happy and stay well...


All the best,ya!


Faith

不懂。。

好久好久，都没上网了。。没钱买电脑。。。没办法。。不然怎样？要买书看嘛。。。哈哈。。。

最近都在看书。。。爱情小说、文学之类的。。。最近很想静静坐下来写篇长篇小说。。。应该会写爱情的。。。不懂啦。。。可是百分率很高。。。哈哈。。。迟些有文学讲座。。。去听听也不赖。。。学些文学的作品应该会很不错。。哈哈。。。

虽然是这样，可是我还是延续着我爱做的事——创作。。。无论是歌曲创作，还是文字创作。。有关文字的，我都会照单全收。。。可能是变成了一个习惯吧。。。日子久了，很自然的。。。

我有的时候还是搞不懂我自己，从一个不爱看书，到一个爱写作，对音乐产生无限大的兴趣，甚至爱看书了。。。这是个很奇妙的改变。。。可能以前还没察觉到吧。。。现在觉得自己改变了好多。。。

真的。。。





还是搞不懂我自己的人，

飞

I HATE myself!!!

Cried for the same thing again and again. Why can't I be someone that no people have got something from me? I always wonder, why can't I just be a normal person that everyone love, done wrong once a while? Why? Don't expect me to do all things! I am just a lonely person with NOTHING! If you think I am so disappointing, just leave me...I don't wanna let myself always in pressure because of something that I am not suppose to think and worry of. Everyone has pressure, I know. But not everyone can stand all the pressure. Tell? Who to tell? You think eveyone or your friends is so free to hear about this? I believe there is one but the pressure is still remains there. I have been dunked inside and I have suffered enough. What I want is freedom. I got freedom now from my parent but not from guardians. So what? They can't control how my life goes, I myself can control it but why must them disturb so much? Why can't I have my choices and my fate? I know God has plans for my life and I am waiting but not making me disappoint of the world. What I like to do is always rejected by people surrounding me, what I decide to do is always unsupported, what I want is always been a rubbish to them. That's enough! I have suffered enough! Let me go. Just let me go. Please. I am just a useless person.

I am not a wonderful person. I did wrong also. I will do wrong too. I know I am not that good too. I am tired enough. So, please don't force me once again. I might died under your words. Really. I don't know where should I go and what should I do. I am totally lost this time. What I want now is time, time to let me to think, think of everything. Please. Let me. Please.





I HATE myself,
Faith