Bye~ 2009...

yor~
cham liao~
2010 is coming~!!!!!
ah~~~!!!
turn older already~
my goodness~
2009 finish already~
yor~
so bad~
just only want to enjoy,
then finish already~
but never mind,
i know the last minute of 2009,
and the first minute of 2010,
i can spend with somebody~
^.<
so great~
love it so much~
^^

2009 is coming to an end~
just like a story book,
a happy ending~
is it?
happy ending?
to everyone?
i wish so~
'cause,
it an end~
all ended~
don't think about it already~
i choose to forget about it~
all those bad stuff~
circumstances~
ya,
let them go~
and i will have a very nice 2010~~
yeah~
cheer for 2010~!
hooray~

say GOODBYE to 2009~!


Love
^^

Fall~

i wonder sometimes~
are people feel enough with what they have now?
for me,
ya,
i feel enough~
i got what i want now~
what i hoping for is just simple life~
as simple as it could be~
i don't like all those complicated stuff~
is tiring...
not,
i don't like to put myself in those circumstances if i could...
'cause,
i don't like to let myself so tired with all those stuff...
there are much more happy stuff outside,
so i rather go search for happiness in life,
than solving all those problems...

people always say,
we will learn after we felt down,
but i think,
sometimes,
we don't need to fall...
we learn from other people mistakes...
that can make us grow faster,
see further...
every hurt needs time for recovery,
that's for sure...
if i have to fall,
then i will choose a way that won't make myself so pain,
so hurt...
'cause i don't want myself wasting a long time just to calm down myself,
just to make myself back to normal mode...
no,
no way...

people always have two side of themselves...
one optimistic,
one not...
or one very serious,
one totally crazy and playful...
both are them in their life~
no matter which side of them they are,
they are human like me and you~
so,
just be true to yourself...
no matter what your characteristic are~



Love

Specs vs. Eyes

so bad~
system lack~
yesterday system corrupted,
now lack~
one whole day lack...
so bad~
wanting to complete all the job faster,
but what now,
lack until~
thought i can make thing faster~
now,
become slower~
haiz~
nevermind,
'cause wasn't my own computer~
haha~
my own sure...
i kick it until whole computer can't use~!
haha~
i can't stand computer running so slow~
'cause is no good keep on staring on the screen,
right?
so,
everyone who always stare on the computer screen~
be aware~
i don't wish all the optics company getting more money~
don't make your eyes so tired~
they really can own lots of money~
'cause too many people are wearing spectacle now~
really,
trust me...
now even a 5-year-old small kid also wearing spec~
pity them~
so for those who still no need to wear spec,
take care of your eyes~
kk~ ^.<

Crazy ~

Christmas~
just passed...
but is wonderful~
i had a great time~
first time in my life really happy,
celebrating christmas differently,
from the past~
ya,
first time ever i woke up so early on christmas day~!
hohoho~
before 8am i already woke up...
first time~
haha...

but i really had a nice day...
watching movies~
chatting~
thanks...

i don't know what to post today~
soooo...
jammed~
my mind,
jammed~
i don't know what happened,
but what i know is i gonna have lots of time for me to sleep,
for one whole day~
shuang~
i'm totally crazy already~
but i really wish that day will come...
'cause i really like to sleep~
haha~
sleep, eat, tv~
one whole day~
last for 3 days,
and that's enough~
'cause too much i will be "fei po"~
haha~
will grow fat easily~
so can't be so relax always...
haha~
crazy girl~
haha~

Sad~

yor~
now only i know,
what you did on the past,
you have to pay for it...
now or maybe later,
in the future...
that's a fact~
what i always say...
a fact can't bluff people~
not for once...
and ever...

felt so tired with all those stuff that happening around me...
it's end of 2009,
but not the end of all the circumstances...
i wish all of them go away...
don't surround me~
i am just an ordinary people,
i can't take so much of them...
just like anyone else,
but why?
why?
why can't they just past?
i wonder,
wonder about it every time...
but what can i do?
nothing...
nothing i could do...
wait,
just waiting...
keep on waiting...
like a stup,
that's only thing i can do...
nothing else...
so sad to hear it,
right?
but,
that's a FACT!
so,
haiz~
sad~

i don't know,
whether i am on the bright side,
or the dark side...
what i know is,
life is difficult,
more difficult than i ever thought...

Audit today~

boo~
back already from audit...
today really very fast,
i think...
'cause its the third time i go audit with my colleagues,
and this time is the quickest,
i completed mine...
so fast,
and i done another job...
unsettle balance...
so,
wow,
first time...
but my eyes,
ya,
felt tired too...
just like the past two times...
but luckily i can go home,
same time as i didn't go out to outlet do audit...
so,
it's great...
and that's enough~
although don't have overtime pay,
but i think is better to be at home,
to be the people you care,
and love...
friends,
are people you need in life,
but i think,
i will put those who i love and care in the first place,
they are much more than anything else in my life...
so,
i always put them first,
sometimes maybe i didn't show it out,
but i just wanna let them know,
that they are always in my heart,
no matter what happen in my life,
once they are,
forever they are....

Days~

sped up~
crazy...
non-stop typing for 3 hours plus...
this might not the first time in my life,
but if key-in account,
ya,
first time ever i key-in account in such a speed...
can drive me crazy already...
to get on the dateline,
make me now have to keep on typing,
just like a machine...
a fully-charged machine...
type n type n type...

ah~
don't know la~
so blur for one whole day...
because i keep on typing for a whole day...
and,
made 5 cups of coffee,
two jugs of chinese tea
and bring in and out more than 10cups,
washed them,
even boiled water too...

oh ya,
iu made tong yuen yesterday night...
so fun...
coz i can play flour again...
i like to play flour a lot...
haha~
maybe lots of people think i am very childish
but,
i just figure out my way to having fun...
so,
i don't mind...
my secret recipe always work~
even spag today...
my colleague say it's nice...
haha~
maybe i can be a chef someday in the future~
haha~
maybe i just think too much~
haha~