Simply wordings~

first day of school~
haha~
messed up~
maybe i should go learn it~
haha~
i don't know~
always having those kind of fear~
that can't be spoken out~
hope someone can understand me~
isn't that i don't want it~
is my body don't let me to do it~
i don't know how to explain it~
maybe i like to use the most traditional way~
or we can say it as the most idiot way~
haha~
but i enjoy it~
you know?
haha~

can't really sleep well at here~
maybe i still not used to the weather here~
i gotta used to it somehow~
three years time can pass very fast~
just as i always say~
haha~

thinking about what club or society to join~
music again?
don't know~
but it's in my blood~
join what other than it?
i don't know~
art and craft?
yucks~
rather close myself in room and do it myself~
erm~
BA?
no way~
that is more focus on practical stuff~
don't want~
can i open one myself?
haha~
sleep club~
nice man~
haha~

我不懂

等待，是沉默还是承受？沉默，是害怕还是寂寞？
似懂非懂～

Kampar~*.*

why girls like blogging?
who knows?
just like why guys love blogging?
maybe is the same~
who knows that~
everyone got their own answer~
for me~
it's just a place for me~
not that private~
but it's a bit personal~
a space for myself and friends~
and it's always should be like that~

wish to go back KL~
really not used to the weather here~
i miss KL a lot~
wanna go back to my HOME SWEET HOME~
KL~~~
a week just passed~
and i am suffering in the hot weather here~
oh my~
i don't know yet~
see how the next few weeks would be~

kinda tired now~
rest time~

Kampar~

life in Kampar~
oh my~
it's hot~!!!
extremely hot~
my goodness~
so hot~
sweat until~
i think most of my shirts are wet all the time~
so~
i don't know what to say at all~
just a word~

HOT~!!!

few days didn't update my blog already~
so sad~
=(
never mind~
now got more time to update already~
^^
so good~
^^
brought white white and boss with me~
they are so cute~
(although they mostly are being thrown somewhere~ =p)
haha~
but still feel a bit like a "HOME"~

got kinda many~
or a lot i think~
nice view here~
gotta take some nice photos tomorrow~
if not~
really feel sorry for myself~
didn't take a nice photo here~

^^
games time~!!
tata~
^^

Don't know~

i don't even have nice mood~
don't wanna break all the surrounding here~
better don't think about it~
seal it~
if not i would be angry~
bad mood~
no way~

tomorrow is my last day at here~
coming back during breaks~
maybe~
don't know yet~
see how~

gonna miss the way i walk to work everyday~
miss it a lot~
haha~

wanna sleep now~
haha~

Tiring~

why i wanna rush everything so fast?
i don't know~
maybe i just wanna help my colleague~
teaching new person wasn't that good~
especially when she knows--NOTHING!!!
nothing about account~
oh my~

tiring~
now i gonna rush her part~
then rush another "her" part~
too much of her~
oh my~
is two person~
my colleague is now taking leave~
then now new girl is here~
so i gonna teach her~
so bad~
i thought we can teach her together~
but now just me alone~
what also she come ask me~
not enough hands for work~~~~!!!

oh my~
i just wanna

SHOUT~!!!

and

SLEEP~~~

zzzZZZZ~

I knew~

never knew myself could do it so fast~
maybe it's because i am leaving~
so i don't wanna left bad image to them~
haha~
just maybe~
but i am tired now~
hope my colleague can come back asap~
it's kinda long waiting her~
>.<
but she will be back on friday~
and my last day is friday~
what a sad friday~
i just hope i can help her complete some of her job~
then she won't stuck in so many things when she is back to her position~


i knew that feeling~
being like an "Superwoman"~
oh my~
i don't want that again~
it's tiring~
wanna sleep after everything~
i think i wanna go sleep early tonight~

p/s:is it so important to give a good image after leave?
who knows?
haha~