Lazy~

i think someday i gonna be crazy~
because of everything i am doing now~
i don't have a heart now~
don't have a heart to really do something well~
just like sewing~
all sort of stuff~
laziness~
can say so~
and much more is tired~
maybe~
i don't know~
or just feel bored~
i really don't know~
kinda confuse with everything~
those i like~
or don't like~
those i want
and those i don't want~
blur~

blur blur blur~
i need some guide line~
sometimes i do think,
knowing too much of stuff isn't good for yourself~
'cause since then~
you gotta do all them~
haha~
really~
if you really like to play in the kitchen~
then you gotta cook~
haha~
one part of housework~
but i do think that girls should learn cooking~
'cause kitchen is the first place that a girl conquered in the house~
haha~

anyone have guide line for me not to be lazy???
lazy to think now~=p