Tired of thinking~

i believe that our brain will hide a part of our unwanted memories~
that is just like an automatic defense in our body~
prevent ourselves from keep thinking of it~
hide them up~
ya~
all that you don't wanna think about~
you can't forget it~
but they will disappear~
and
re-appear again~
ya~

suddenly i wish i lost all my memories~
then what i also don't know~
no need to think~
no need to do this do that~
learn everything once again~
having a different life~
no doubt,
no worries~
sounds good,
right?
i don't know~
very blur now~

what i know now is,
being an adult,
is not as easy as thought.