Simply wordings~

first day of school~
haha~
messed up~
maybe i should go learn it~
haha~
i don't know~
always having those kind of fear~
that can't be spoken out~
hope someone can understand me~
isn't that i don't want it~
is my body don't let me to do it~
i don't know how to explain it~
maybe i like to use the most traditional way~
or we can say it as the most idiot way~
haha~
but i enjoy it~
you know?
haha~

can't really sleep well at here~
maybe i still not used to the weather here~
i gotta used to it somehow~
three years time can pass very fast~
just as i always say~
haha~

thinking about what club or society to join~
music again?
don't know~
but it's in my blood~
join what other than it?
i don't know~
art and craft?
yucks~
rather close myself in room and do it myself~
erm~
BA?
no way~
that is more focus on practical stuff~
don't want~
can i open one myself?
haha~
sleep club~
nice man~
haha~

我不懂

等待，是沉默还是承受？沉默，是害怕还是寂寞？
似懂非懂～

Kampar~*.*

why girls like blogging?
who knows?
just like why guys love blogging?
maybe is the same~
who knows that~
everyone got their own answer~
for me~
it's just a place for me~
not that private~
but it's a bit personal~
a space for myself and friends~
and it's always should be like that~

wish to go back KL~
really not used to the weather here~
i miss KL a lot~
wanna go back to my HOME SWEET HOME~
KL~~~
a week just passed~
and i am suffering in the hot weather here~
oh my~
i don't know yet~
see how the next few weeks would be~

kinda tired now~
rest time~

Kampar~

life in Kampar~
oh my~
it's hot~!!!
extremely hot~
my goodness~
so hot~
sweat until~
i think most of my shirts are wet all the time~
so~
i don't know what to say at all~
just a word~

HOT~!!!

few days didn't update my blog already~
so sad~
=(
never mind~
now got more time to update already~
^^
so good~
^^
brought white white and boss with me~
they are so cute~
(although they mostly are being thrown somewhere~ =p)
haha~
but still feel a bit like a "HOME"~

got kinda many~
or a lot i think~
nice view here~
gotta take some nice photos tomorrow~
if not~
really feel sorry for myself~
didn't take a nice photo here~

^^
games time~!!
tata~
^^

Don't know~

i don't even have nice mood~
don't wanna break all the surrounding here~
better don't think about it~
seal it~
if not i would be angry~
bad mood~
no way~

tomorrow is my last day at here~
coming back during breaks~
maybe~
don't know yet~
see how~

gonna miss the way i walk to work everyday~
miss it a lot~
haha~

wanna sleep now~
haha~

Tiring~

why i wanna rush everything so fast?
i don't know~
maybe i just wanna help my colleague~
teaching new person wasn't that good~
especially when she knows--NOTHING!!!
nothing about account~
oh my~

tiring~
now i gonna rush her part~
then rush another "her" part~
too much of her~
oh my~
is two person~
my colleague is now taking leave~
then now new girl is here~
so i gonna teach her~
so bad~
i thought we can teach her together~
but now just me alone~
what also she come ask me~
not enough hands for work~~~~!!!

oh my~
i just wanna

SHOUT~!!!

and

SLEEP~~~

zzzZZZZ~

I knew~

never knew myself could do it so fast~
maybe it's because i am leaving~
so i don't wanna left bad image to them~
haha~
just maybe~
but i am tired now~
hope my colleague can come back asap~
it's kinda long waiting her~
>.<
but she will be back on friday~
and my last day is friday~
what a sad friday~
i just hope i can help her complete some of her job~
then she won't stuck in so many things when she is back to her position~


i knew that feeling~
being like an "Superwoman"~
oh my~
i don't want that again~
it's tiring~
wanna sleep after everything~
i think i wanna go sleep early tonight~

p/s:is it so important to give a good image after leave?
who knows?
haha~

Blur~

tiring day~
feel so dizzy now~
wanna have a nice sleep~
sleepy~

so sad~
i start to count down~
i don't like that~
no calendar~
no countdown~
yup~
that's it~

but now it's going to be 6pm~
go home time~
haha~
but also raining time~
oh my~
i don't wanna get wet~!!!
i want to go home~~!!!

so blur now~
don't know what i am doing~
better go sleep~

Don't work~ >.^

yesterday whole day can't online~
so sad~
today whole day online~
haha~
head went to outlet already~
hahaha~
so good~

my colleagues brought some souvenir to us~
from Langkawi~
so nice~
chocolate~
going to try the cocktail one tonight or tomorrow~
^^
hope it's nice~
^^

new colleague is coming next week~
p/s: hopes she don't put plane~
haha~
last few days now~
counting down~
although i don't like to do that~
don't like that feeling of counting down~
'cause we used to do that for big and serious examinations~
so better don't~
haha~

Time~

today before 3pm,
i am still not doing my work~
but i still doing key-in today~
no one is on in merchant department today~
so~
help out~
key in all invoices with my colleagues~
luckily we can finish them~
if not sure got a lot of work bundle up~
awaiting us~
haha~
still feel the carbon on my hand~
my goodness~

tired day~
very sleepy~
thought still have long time~
just realize time passed so fast~
haha~
kinda serious today~
haha~
so didn't realize time really passed~
now doing knock-off~
haha~
it might be the last time i do them~
haha~
better enjoy the last time than none~

Wednesday night~
^^
Comedy Night~
GREEEAAAAAT~~~!!!
gonna laugh non-stop again tonight~
haha~
love it~!

Weirdo?

boring day~
keep on key in data,
and see all sorts of rubbish~
my goodness~
thank goodness i am running away from this~
if not,
i think i gonna faint someday~
with all those rubbish~
gotta get out of it more quickly~
haha~
run, run, run~~~
run away~
and back to the school~
haha~
so good~

it's good to go back to school~
at least i won't meet all these rubbish~
yucks~!!
not even dare to look at it~
so~
indescribable~

counting down~
although i am not used to it~
gotta get my laptop and
some of the small appliances~
if not i think i will die~
already partially anti-outside food~
so it's a suffering~
if i can't cook~
what a weirdo~
haha~

LoVe~^^

Chose

not use to all sorts of counting down~
but i think this time,
seriously,
i should start doing that~
'cause i gonna leave my home,
and start my uni life~

it's May now~
mid of the year~
that's mean 2010 is in the middle now~
we passed so many days~
and i already work for 6 1/2 months~
what a long time~

maybe someday i will miss working days,
maybe i will not~
maybe someday i will think it's stress studying,
maybe i will not~
too much of maybe~
but that is some way it could be~
i believe in what i have chosen,
i believe in myself~
don't be regret for what i have chosen,
just walk that way~
although it might be tough,
i am for sure,
i got my way,
i got my way to survive,
to go through it~


p/s: Listening to Taylor Swift--"You belong to me"

SlEep~

so bad~
the debit card can't use~
never mind~
next time apply PayPal~
then very easy already~
and can use online banking~
^^
but movie ticket still difficult~
never mind~
next time go bought it earlier~
^^

lazy day~
tomorrow is Saturday~
what a great day of the week~
haha~
so great~
^^
really like Saturday~
don't know why~
it's between working and resting~
when Sunday comes,
it's between resting and working~
haha~
which would you choose?
if i，
i choose--
SLEEPING~
haha~
so enjoy sleeping~
haha~

GREAT~!!
^^

Comedy Night~

tired now~
wanna go have a nice sleep~
^^
maybe tonight have work~
gotta do work first~
never mind~
after that go sleep~
^^

yesterday watched that comedy~
really funny~
non-stop laughing for half hour~
really a great comedy~
i think it can compare with PCK already~
but somehow i think PCK got their own characteristic~
that couldn't be copy to anyone~
haha~
but i still support~
local comedy~!!
great~
hope they will have season 3, season 4...
a lot a lot more~
haha~
then i will laugh non-stop again~
haha~
but really great~
^^

Cute~

S~
S stands for...
Spongebob~
Squidward~
Sandy~
Sheldon~

haha~
P...
Mrs. Puff~
Pearl~
Patrick~

keep thinking about Spongebob~
haha~
cartoon all in my mind~
haha~
but they are cute~
^^
what can i do?
haha~

Danny~
Danny Fenton=Danny Phantom
haha~
but it's nice~

El Tigre=Manny Rivera
cute like one~

Jenny=Robot~
My life as a teenage robot~
not bad~

why am i sharing all these today?
i don't know~ (idk)
haha~
but what i know is they are cute~
^^

Tired~

tired day~
updating sales for one and a half hour~
gosh~
three days sales~
my goodness~
not again~
thought myself already can skip away from that job~
but my colleague on leave~
i gotta pick up her job too~
bored~

had a meeting about new job scope just now~
really don't wanna go audit~
wasting time outside~
no use~
really doing all sorts of data key-in job~
everything~
everyday same~
who cares now~
i am going to run soon~
leave all that to you all~
don't wanna see it anymore~
tiring~
and not interesting~

tired~
wanna sleep~
gonna have a nice sleep tonight~
good night~