Sad~

yor~
now only i know,
what you did on the past,
you have to pay for it...
now or maybe later,
in the future...
that's a fact~
what i always say...
a fact can't bluff people~
not for once...
and ever...

felt so tired with all those stuff that happening around me...
it's end of 2009,
but not the end of all the circumstances...
i wish all of them go away...
don't surround me~
i am just an ordinary people,
i can't take so much of them...
just like anyone else,
but why?
why?
why can't they just past?
i wonder,
wonder about it every time...
but what can i do?
nothing...
nothing i could do...
wait,
just waiting...
keep on waiting...
like a stup,
that's only thing i can do...
nothing else...
so sad to hear it,
right?
but,
that's a FACT!
so,
haiz~
sad~

i don't know,
whether i am on the bright side,
or the dark side...
what i know is,
life is difficult,
more difficult than i ever thought...