Day day~

just saw the time passed~
my god~
so fast~
now already passed lunch time~
but never mind~
i think i still can done my posting~
haha~
ya ya~
'cause i think fast~
and type fast~

checking the difference between "tang yuan"
and "yuan xiao" yesterday~
and "xiao loong bao" with normal paos~
actually,
i can't think of the difference in them~
'cause they almost the same~
i mean "tang yuan" and "yuan xiao"~
they are made of the same ingredient~
but why are they having different name?
i know there are lots of way serving it~
haha~
maybe i will try it this year~
when the celebration is near~
haha~

"xiao loong bao"~
i never try before~
but i wish the first one i ate was done by myself~
haha~
gonna try to learn it first~
haha~

Chinese New Year is coming to an end already~
next Sunday is the last day~
"Throwing Mandarin Orange" day~
haha~
for girls~
or can say as ladies~
but is a
"Picking Mandarin Orange" day
for guys~
haha~
is one of our Chinese tradition~
haha~
cute,
right?
^^

写歌~

突然间，
有种想写歌的感觉

就写了
这首

好像很悲
不过，
写悲伤情歌是我的专长

哈哈～


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看着你转身的背影
心就像是被锁进黑影
少了应有的话语
留下的只有对不起

想着你微笑的样子
融化了我所有的防备
咖啡失去的甜蜜
留下的只有回忆

放手了
可能永远失去了（可能无法回头了）
不放开（不愿意）
却又受得更伤（我无法作决定）

你走了
留下我一个人
掉着无数的眼泪
你走了
离开我的世界
剩下的是我的泪

原来你的美
你的肩
只是一瞬间

我等待
想换来两个人
一起牵手的日子
我想要
两个人在一起
永远都不分开

我要你的美
你的肩
只是属于我

Day~

a bit late~
never mind~
i still got time to post something~
haha~
wow~
is hot outside~
especially during chinese new year~
is extremely hot~
my goodness~
don't wanna step out of the office ever during these time~
from home too~
very hot~

i wish tomorrow is friday~
then i can sleep at home~
then tonight i no need to sleep~
haha~
great~
i think i need to plan to do all that first~
haha~
gone crazy already~
haha~

suddenly thinking of making something nice~
must figure it out first~
then only can do it~
haha~
that's a top secret~!!
^.<
haha~

Abroad~

back~
my back is back to work~
boo~
totally tired~
relax for a week~
really don't wanna back to work place~
lazy~
haha~

friends are going abroad~
one by one~
they have their own planning~
and we as their friends,
should be happy for them as they can go further
to experience different life,
different tradition,
different people~
ya,
we still can chat through net~
so,
ya~
we still can keep in touch~
that's great~

wish them good luck~
for those who already left malaysia,
and those who gonna leave soon~

Thanks~

there is always a fear in my heart~
i don't know how to explain it~
maybe i really enjoy what i own~
but i really scare i will lose them~

bad~
i have met~
and it's a scar right there~
although its cure~
the scar is irremovable~
its always there~

luckily~
i met~
thanks~
a waiting that let me met someone~
thanks~
i will appreciate~
thanks~

Knock-off~

kinda having a worse day yesterday~
doing the knock-off bills~
my goodness~
that outlet made me walk in and out~
let me guess~
more than ten times~
and made me thinking how the money passing here and there~
oh my~
so complicated~
i think if i could~
the extra banked-in money i will use them~
don't give them back~
haha~
who ask them giving so many trouble to me~
haha~
is a way to punish them~
good good~
haha~

thank God that another outlet don't give me these all~
done all them very fast~
now another outlet~
also giving me same problem~
my goodness~
this i think is worse~
they banked-in less money~
oh my~
i made my complaint already~
at least~
haha~
don't care~
who ask them do this to me~
haha~
too many problem then i can't do my work~
so must let them try try~
haha~

i think the last one won't give me so much of problem~
maybe~
don't know yet~~

Comic~

reading comics~
haha~
change the monitor already~
and
add-on more ram~
haha~
at least a bit faster~
screen is bigger~
haha~
no more blue blue light all over~
haha~
so good~
^^

found out the comic that i read when i was junior 2~
is it the first comic i read?
erm~
not so~
first comic i read is shin chan~
haha~
then doraemon~
haha~
but that can counted as the first girl's comic that i read~
ya,
first~
that's why i remember it so much~
haha~
i don't know why~
i like that so much~
maybe is the wings~
'cause i like wings a lot~
haha~
don't know~
wanna continue reading it now~
^^

Too over~~

i think i am too free already~
keep on posting new post~
my goodness~
slow down my speed~
do it too fast after next week got nothing to do~
at least pack up monday first~
tuesday later only plan~

so sleepy~
some more listening to some songs~
my goodness~
make me more sleepy~
luckily that fellow just come in once a while~
if not,
i think i will just sleep here~
haha~

keep on listening lots of chinese new year songs~
jsut like during christmas~
you can hear lots of christmas carols around you~
is almost the just~
but the only different is that~
chinese new year songs will sound
about a month before the celebration~
ya~
i'm very serious about it~
haha~
this is a big celebration for chinese~
so gonna do lots of preparation~
haha~
i wanna get more shirts~
wanna get more nice skirts~
wanna get more sleep~
and
i wanna get more happiness~
^^

Days~

tiring day~
yesterday too tired already~
eat too much~
and kinda sleepy yesterday while doing work,
now also~
really feel like wanna go back home and have a deep sleep~
put on a sign,
written there,
"Don't wake me up before 10a.m. tomorrow~
if not i wanna wallop people~
Haha~!!"
haha~
if i really do that,
i think i will be walloped first~
haha~

i think my panda eyes are getting darker already~
don't know why~
maybe really i not getting enough sleep~
but
sometimes i really think is enough~
i will wake up automatically~
if i slept too early in the previous night~
so bad~
before chinese new year must put on some hydrating mask~
then look fresher~
better than now~
at least~
haha~

new year shirt~~
i need some new clothes in my wardrobe~
i am bored of some of them already~
next saturday is 30th night~
chinese new year's eve~
have to stay home and do work~
decorate the whole house with angpows
and 'red paper'~
with written words~
or cutting some meaningful items on it~
don't know whether i can get new idea this year or not~
haha~
wish me luck~
^^

Crazy lunch~

crazy lunch just now~
i think we all almost laugh for more than one hour~
laughing so loud~
until the whole restaurant also can heard our voice~
and they still talking about it now~
and still laughing so loud~

laughing yesterday's craziness,
laughing someone's blur condition~

we can laugh so long~
but thank God~
we still can finish our meal peacefully~
if not,
i think the waiter will hate us a lot~
and they might not welcome us to go there again~
haha~
serious~
'cause we might make a big
not just big~
is very big mess there~
haha~
crazy~

my face muscle feel so pain now~
>.<
don't wanna laugh already~

Yesterday's dinner~

yesterday's food~
i think~
not so bad~
but just not so good~
for me
ya~
maybe i'm just not that japanese food lover type~
i didn't touch any tempura~
not my cup of tea~

their fruit juice and
sashimi
ice-cream are nice~
that's for sure~

then,
thai mango salad~
deserts~
ya,
weren't their japanese food are nice instead~
so bad,
right?

maybe i'm just over choosy~
some of my colleagues said it's nice~
don't wanna care about it~

'cause japanese restaurant~
i very seldom will have my meal there~
the previous time was 6 years ago~
haha~

don't care,
don't mind~

Day

today~
makan day~
makan=big eat day~
great~
Sasaiki
a japanese restaurant~
but not too of my taste~
'cause
i'm more to chinese and
western dishes~
i prefer them more~
that's why i try my best to learn all of them~
haha~
then i can cook different style everyday~
good good~
haha~
at least i know what i'm putting inside my dishes~

back here first~
February~
so fast~
Chinese New Year is round the corner~
can get angpows~
haha~
got extra money to save~
then slowly slowly i become rich~
haha~
good~
getting rich~~
haha~

seriously,
i think i really crazy already~
haha~

Losing

kinda losing myself
i don't know why
and i don't wanna know why
maybe just
worry?
don't know~

enjoy being alone,
then nobody will know what i am doing
good or bad,
just i knew it alone~
nobody else~

i lost my belief
in everything
'cause
suddenly i think
everything is just a script
a written story
i don't want that all
i don't want them all~

i just wanna be true
that's it
but
i already start losing myself

can lend me your hand?

Study vs. Work's holiday~

wow~
today~
second day of February~
2010~
January already ended~
so fast~
that's why i always heard people says,
when you come out to work,
you don't really realize time passes~
they come and go~
just like that~
and slowly you find out that already one year gone~
haha~
is so different sometimes~
from studying~

we always hope for holidays~
but now working~
then i want weekend to come faster~
haha~
then i can relax~
it seems to be we are getting lazier than last time~

but i wanna to be in study life~
it feels so good~
compare to working~
'cause~
you might not get your dream job,
but you can choose what and where you wanna study~
that choice is much more easier~
'cause you won't have any regret~
won't have any pressure on money~
those stuff~

is different~
when you come to study and work~
ya~
is so different~

maybe i'm still to young to think about it~
but,
the main thing is to manage your finance~
ya~
very important~

ya~
talk about it tomorrow ba~
^^