Gir~

gir~~
sooo cute~
why Gir is soooo cute~
my goodness~
love it so much~
little green colour thing~
^^
cute~
it was a robot~
"Can i have it as my pet??"

AH~!!!
gonna melt already~
it really cute~
my goodness~
and i changed my wallpaper~
^^
it's GIR~~~~
^^
so cute~
haha~
so won't have any bad mood already~
looking at it~
so cute~
bad feeling all gone away~
^^
so great~

p/s:Gir really a robot~
but it's cute~!!!

Day~

wanna change my wallpaper~
but didn't found nice one~
sad case~
but never mind~
just need some time to search it~
^^

i wonder how my retainer can spoil~
don't even know how it spoil also~
haha~
never mind~
going to do a new one later~
^^

going to uni soon~
going to have my uni life~
am i going to miss working life here?
i don't know~
maybe i will~
who knows?
haha~
but meet nice people here~
is great~
from different ages~
ya~
gain experiences~
know more about accounting~
although i am not going to study it,
it's great to learn new things~
no matter it seems to be useless now,
or maybe future,
but learning is good~
^^
it's depends on how you look at it~
but my learning for sure is gaining experiences~
not those kind of "learning"~
haha~

Lazy dayz~

why the bank must come out with a debit card?
i think it's all because of people don't use to manage their finance wisely~
so they gotta apply that,
then they won't own bank's money~
not like credit card~
it's to lend money from bank~
then you gotta pay for the interest~
annual fees~
they just use many ways to charge all the fees on you~
my god~
i want card free for life~
then no more annual fees~
^^
at least save an 8bucks,
enough for breakfast~^^

escape from audit today~
haha~
very tired~
i don't even wanna get out of my seat~
lazy~
haha~
gotta start my project already~
i hope i can done it soon~
^^
my first~

go play games~
haha~

Cute~

lazy day~
tired day~
windy day~
not even wanna woke up in the early morning~
is so nice~
love it a lot~
i think if every morning also windy day,
i would sleep more~
sleep till afternoon~
haha~
but gotta work~
and soon going to study~
cannot be so lazy already~
^^
miss school days a lot~
i'm back~
^^
wish me luck~^^

changed a new persona~
cute~
Suzumiya Haruhi~
likes her a lot~
her personalities are so difficult to understand~
always make surprises~
likes it~
^^
but i like Gir too~
that really,
not to say cute~
but special~
ya~
^^
and the yellow sponge~
--Spongebob~
my goodness~
change one a day~
then i can see different one everyday~
^^

CuTe~^^

Happy~^^

almost forgotten bout posting new posts today~
haha~
too happy already~
^^
got double good news today~^^
really happy~

i think going to have a war in office~
someday~
maybe~
when i am still on~
or just after i go~
don't know~
gonna prepare resign letter soon~
then go study~^^

today has been a mess day~
pack up things for new outlets~
then all the daily sales going wrong~
so bad~
haha~
but today is kinda free~
not much job for the day~
^^
but don't care all of them~
i still feel very happy about the news~
^^

Dayz

i didn't make myself a cup of coffee today~
although i am tired~
never mind~
today some of my colleagues went to another outlet to do audit~
they say is kinda worst there~
'cause quite a lot of frames there~
gonna hand over to another head~
so have to do full audit~
without mistakes~
if not the old head gonna pay back for all the lost frames~
luckily i am not going there~
i believe is a mess there~
so~
better stay in office~
i don't wanna get stuck in traffic jam~
go back home late at night~
use those time to sleep better~
haha~
^^

but there has been a mess in office~
like going to have war~
oh my~
please,
don't pull me inside~
i don't wanna join you guys~
i just want a job,
i got that salary~
then go back home safely~
that's it~
not more than that for now~

wanna sleep~
sleep sleep~
and sleep~
be a piggy~
haha~
^^

Treats~

Gonna go outlet audit tomorrow~
i just knew it this morning~
maybe gonna go again next week~
oh my~
there is so little people in Head Quarter already~
still ask us go out?
after the problems come,
blame them on us?
no way~
you have a group of people help you to do sales,
you need people help you to manage too~
you can't just say the people who look after your stock and your money don't bring any benefits to you~
they are the people who help you too~
so,
fair or not fair,
is all depends on how the worker thinks~
this shows us that we gotta be good to everyone~
either you know them or not~
learn~
you treat them good,
they will respect you and treat you good as well~

Love is powerful~
and kind is the most important thing to bring wherever you go~

CrAzy~

can't wait for weekend to come~
'cause then i can be a lazy girl~
no need to wait up early~
just stay at home~
have a relax morning~
watching television~
that's great~
^^
can cure my panda eyes~
haha~

went to have lunch at McDonald just now~
i wonder why they chose there?
i'm not a fast food lover~
scare of those frying food~
and oily food~
really scare~

kinda sleepy now~
i wanna eat ice-cream~
sundae chocolate~
peppermint with chocolate chips~
coffee~
i wanna eat cake~
i wanna drink mocha,
cappuccino~
i want~
i want!!!

haha~
crazy already~
need lots of sleep~
haha~

^^

had a cup of coffee again~
maybe i really addicted to it~
i don't know~
but i feel better after having it~
so just continue to have it after my lunch~
^^

whole day don't know myself doing what~
tired?
maybe i am~
i am not sure about it~
maybe i need to get enough sleep~
a nice sleep without worry~
but its impossible for me now~
impossible~
i know that day will come~
i am waiting for it~
^^

I don't know

99th post~
wow~
first time~
never thought of myself can post up so many posts~
everyday is very lazy~
i wonder when i will be hardworking~
i don't know~
maybe someday~
somewhere~
i don't know~
the world seems to be so big~
i can't figure where~
i am lazy~
i don't wanna find it
or them~

Days~

lazy day~
i wonder why i always behave so lazy~
haha~
dunno why~
just lazy~
haha~
playing games~
do work~
oh ya~
saw a nice dress yesterday~
really very nice~
it's green~
dark green brown~
very nice~
love it so much~^^

nothing much about today~
normal day~
lazy day~
haha~

doing photocopy work just now~
really got lots to photocopy~
i wanna go back to school~
then no need to worry so much about work~
^^
still pending~
gonna wait a week more~
haiz~
bored~
never mind~
go find something to do~
haha~

wanna sleep~
eyes are tired~~

Faith~

headache gone~
^^
so happy now~
had a cup of nescafe after meal~
feel so great~
maybe i am addicted to it~
haha~
but i prefer mocha and cappuccino~
office doesn't have and my mum doesn't allow me to drink them so often~
haha~
but it's a good thing that i am recovering~
no worry~
^^

today done a lot of different work~
happy now~ ^^
never thought of myself doing them all~
haha~
maybe someday i really will go for accountancy~
just maybe~
who knows this will happen or not in the future,
right?
i can't say it wouldn't~
'cause sometimes things happen out of our expectation~
haha~

who ever thought themselves will work in the same company for so long?
or
who ever thought of having a cup of coffee everyday since they first work?
or
who ever thought of themselves will get addicted to something they never knew they will like it so much?
nobody ever thought of that~
this is what always happen~

but one thing~
you must believe that thing will happen the way you want them to too~
put more confident in yourself~
this is what you need to do always~
don't lose the confident and faith in you~
you yourself can make a different life for yourself,
and your family~
to the person around you~
have faith~
mustn't lose that faith~
maybe you will think that you have lost everything,
but one thing you never lose,
that is faith~
the faith in you~
just you don't see it~

sometimes people don't face their heart~
they chose to let the world to decide from them,
instead of listening to their heart~
then they regretted~
you want that?

I don't want~
for sure~
I really don't want~
no matter how many challenges or doubts,
face it~
you won't regret~
listen to your heart~

HK~

wow~
i almost faint~
when i saw the fees for university at Hong Kong~
HK 80,000~
per academic year~

*faint*

my goodness~
totally add together RM 205,500 (per year)~
p/s: already change to Ringgit Malaysia~
try to imagine~
but i not gonna imagine~
'cause if i loan~
then is approximately RM 210,000~
if the interest is 2.5%~
then i need to pay RM 875 per month for 20years~
oh my~

*faint*
again~

thank god~
i am not going there~

Dayz~

kinda tired today~
the same thing happened as yesterday~
maybe i need more sleep than i ever thought of~
in kinda blur situation now~
haha~
maybe is heaty~
took medicine already~
getting better~
but i think i didn't drink enough water~
that's why~
some more ate a lot of heaty food~
my goodness~
never mind~
drink more water later on~
^^

last friday really busy after lunch~
issuing invoice,
photocopying~
my god~
i don't think i have sat down on the chair for more than an hour~
walking here and there~
first time~
the first time~
never mind~
done them all,
today no need to worry about them~
^^

tired~

Busy

busy day~
haiz~
walk all around~
didn't get to update my blog~
so sad~
=(

Day~^.*

going to audit today~
so update early in the morning~
^^
kinda tired these few days~
and blur~
haha~
maybe i am just not having enough sleep~
no worry~
no problem~
just tired~
and of course~
lazy lu~
haha~
^.*


i came out earlier today~
just wanna update my blog~
haha~
'cause morning gonna update system~
after that only can start doing work~
then maybe that time i already go out to do audit~
haha~
never mind~
at least i online first~
type all those words i wanna say~
^^
that's great~
i didn't touch my piano again yesterday~
*sob sob*
sorry piano~
i will play you~
don't worry~

and i found my boss already~
he felt from my bed and hided somewhere~
naughty naughty~
playing hide and seek with me~
must punish him already~
haha~

bLueK~ =p

Day~~

two days didn't update already~
haha~
i shifted inside account department already~
hohoho~
so free~
at least when i am free i can do my stuff~
more freedom than sitting outside~
'cause no no admittance~
except for authorized personnel only~
haha~
so not much can come in to account department~
so there is more freedom compare outside~
everyone will know what will do as there is people passing by all the time~

not much thing came into my mind actually~
just work, work and work~
nothing else~
why my mind just full of work~~~~
haiz~
didn't touch my piano for a few days~
dusty~
poor piano~
i promise i will play you more~
^^
i will miss you a lot~
if i was going to other place to study~
gonna miss you a lot~
and of course~
all my teddies~~
T.T
can i bring all my teddies along with me?
i want them~
so much~
*sob*

teddy~~~

my white white, ah white, boss, blue blue, cookies, doggie, prawn, penguin, and a lot a lot more~~~

teddy teddy~~~
^^
love them so much~

Day~**

hey~~
lazy to update today~
but
if i don't update,
then not feeling really good~
haha~
so,
just type whatever came up to my mind~
haha~

can't really sleep last night~
my heart still in that drama series~
it was so nice~
'cause come to the second last episode~
haha~
all series also like that~
when come to the last part,
always the climax~
but gotta wait till next monday~
'cause that series shows from monday to wednesday~
so sad~
have to wait till next monday~
haha~
don't mind~

"Alice in the Wonderland"!!!
is on now~~
great~!!!
wanna watch it~
^^
AH~~~~!!!!

*faint*


p/s:too happy already~

Tired of thinking~

i believe that our brain will hide a part of our unwanted memories~
that is just like an automatic defense in our body~
prevent ourselves from keep thinking of it~
hide them up~
ya~
all that you don't wanna think about~
you can't forget it~
but they will disappear~
and
re-appear again~
ya~

suddenly i wish i lost all my memories~
then what i also don't know~
no need to think~
no need to do this do that~
learn everything once again~
having a different life~
no doubt,
no worries~
sounds good,
right?
i don't know~
very blur now~

what i know now is,
being an adult,
is not as easy as thought.

矛盾～*.*

人是很矛盾的动物，
同意吗？

明明是很想要，
可是偏偏嘴巴就要硬说不是，
不是吗？

人就是那样～
哈哈～
别无言～
因为这是事实～

有的时候，
明明是不能的事，
嘴巴却硬要说能～
过后做不到，
又要去赖别人～
矛盾吧？

这就是人～
哈哈～

有信心固然是好事～
不过也得量力而为～

Lazy~

i think someday i gonna be crazy~
because of everything i am doing now~
i don't have a heart now~
don't have a heart to really do something well~
just like sewing~
all sort of stuff~
laziness~
can say so~
and much more is tired~
maybe~
i don't know~
or just feel bored~
i really don't know~
kinda confuse with everything~
those i like~
or don't like~
those i want
and those i don't want~
blur~

blur blur blur~
i need some guide line~
sometimes i do think,
knowing too much of stuff isn't good for yourself~
'cause since then~
you gotta do all them~
haha~
really~
if you really like to play in the kitchen~
then you gotta cook~
haha~
one part of housework~
but i do think that girls should learn cooking~
'cause kitchen is the first place that a girl conquered in the house~
haha~

anyone have guide line for me not to be lazy???
lazy to think now~=p

Forward

I wish I was still a 5-year-old girl
then i no need to think so much~
live under a life that has lots of protection~
but time passed~
we have to step forward~
is no use for us to keep thinking back~
the fact isn't changing~
you gotta live~
survive in this world~
then you should look forward~
not thinking how worst you have been or how good you are now~
just move a step forward~

the world is still moving~
so do the technology~
nobody wants to be out of date~
so everyone is keep moving forward~
their mind,
their works~
all~
everything~

what we gotta do now is not just being up-to-date~
but also update yourself~
find something you are interested in~
dump yourself in it~
don't just chase technology like others~
but do something that you yourself wants it~

and what i want is~
^^